Suffer

Long time no update my blog already,
too tired n lazy :D

The month coming now,
I will be very busy,
latihan Citrawarna for every Tuesday, Wednesday n Thursday,
skip all class n exam coming,
God,
please help me,
really very tired,
need to face the man like woman,
hate him,
dislike him,
he touch people shoulder,
Gosh,
I can't stand it,
We just practise 1 week already so tired,
I can't imagine how the the follow week,
very suffer,
although this performance got money,
but,
it is very tired n we are SUFFER,
we can't eat at recess time,
need to bring food to school,
few more weeks to go,
so,
2 Melur,
Gambateh !!!

Its Sunday,
time flew so fast,
tomorrow school start again,
I don't want go school,
damm lazy now,
don't no why,
I hate school nowadays,
I dislike Mathematics,
I dislike History,
I dislike Geography,
I dislike Bahasa Malaysia,
 I dislike English,
I dislike Kemahiran Hidup,
but...
I like Science but not the teacher, :D
don't no why,
maybe secondary school Science are better than primary school,
I like Science but I dislike Science exam,
I always get C for my Science,
or fail,
I hate exam,
exam sucks!!!

Hi,
didn't update my blog for few days,
quite lazy now   :)

Nowadays,
what things happen??
I don't no,
no idea with this,
I'm just very dislike my results,
one word for my results,
WORST,
try doing better,
Y can my friends get 100 in Maths,
but I can't,
Am I a stupid??
the answer for me is "YES",
I am useless,
I can't do anythings,
I'm not good in accdemic,
not good in sport,
not good in anythings,
seriously,
I feel like I'm the rubbish of 2 Melur,
can't do anythings,
can't talk a well English,
Bahasa Malaysia,
and my Chinese also bad,
Can I get straight A for PMR,
Impossible,
but I try to take straight A :)

Fong Kar May,
Let's Cheer Up Now!!!
Work Hard :D

Ermmmm.....
What am I worried about??
Sigh........

This coming Saturday,
I saw the notice yesterday,
and I just knew that we need go back school for class replacement,
but I don't want go,
got computer class,
I need go school before 8 in the morning,
and go back home at 7 in the evening,
is really tired,
and another things is...
teacher seldom teach on Saturday,
some of my friends also didn't go,
so...
should I waste my time on school???
many people call me don't want go school,
but my daddy don't let me skip class,
he call me bring book to school and do some revision,
library are no open on Saturday,
u expecting me do revision in canteen???
canteen damm noisy,
how I need to do my revision???

My friends call me go tuition,
but I also don't want,
the whole form 2 class just only me and maybe Boon Chun,
some of them got activity in school,
their school always got activity on Saturday,
but why my school didn't,
I dislike the whole class just got few people,
it will be very boring,
but lucky got the noisiest Boon Chun in the class,
then the class will not be so boring.

Sigh...
should I go school or tuition,
better two also no need go,
then I will very happy :)

Finish exam!!!
What a happy day,
already finish exam,
but worriy about the result,
sure fail many subject,
I don't no why I think I will fail,
but serious,
I swear I got do my revision,
Hstory I did the most,
but History was my enemy,
when the time I got the exam paper,
I shocked,
almost of the questions I can't answer,
I tried to do,
but I can't,
I started to nervious,
I almost cry,
I can't believe that my things paid out can't paid back,
my friends told me that don't be sad,
because this was just monthly test,
I promise to take good result in coming exam.

I went for a hair cut just now,
I think the bubber are deaf,
I said don't want so short,
but she cut until damm short,
I hate it,
feel uncomfortable now,
how I need to go see people,
how I need go school,
damm FISH,
I just hope that my hair will long faster,
if not...
I totally no face to see people,
because my sister also said that I'm very werid with this hair style...
damm sad n angry.

Time flew so fast,
school holidays almost ends,
today is Friday,
still got two days,
after two days need go back school n study,
n get ready for exams,
I haven finish my homeworks,
n also not even do revision for my exam,
evertimes I do things I like 'last minutes',
I know this attitude is bad,
but...
I wont care.

Tomorrow I going to join a barbeque at my uncle house,
I will enjoy tomorrow days,
after tomorrow I will comcentrate on my study,
Can I??
I think can,
believe me :D

Before end this post,
Let Us Pray For Japan,
earthquake n tsunami had happened in Japan,
the victims lost their house, car, n family,
so...
Pray For Them :D

I didn't went for cross-country yesterday,
my daddy don't wan me go,
tuition is more important than sport,
I prefect sport more than tuition,
many of my friends went for cross-country but I didn't,
HAIZZZ~~~
I'm not lazy,
because I don't have transport n I have a appointment for my nose,
so I didn't go.

Just now weht to Leisure Mall,
saw Joey n her mother,
we had lunch together,
after lunch I went to Popularbuy some refenrence books,
n I also went to Mini Toons, :)
buy some presents for my friends,
I cant believe I spent almost Rm100 for present,
lucky I used my own money,
if not I will killed by my daddy,
many of my friends birthday on March,
so buy presents for them.

Tomorrow got injection,
hope the nurse wont be so rude,
if not,
I will cry in front of you.

Stop here,
continue next time :)

 Happy Birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to Sze Ching,
Happy Birthday to you.

Today is Sze Ching birthday,
wish her have a happy birthday and good luck in your chess competition next week :)

最近没什么好写，
也不知道要写什么，
所以已经有几天没来写BLOG了。

最近没什么东西发生，
只是我已经4天没跟“她”讲话了，
也好，
反正是她不爽我，
不是我不爽她，
如果她不要跟我们讲话就算了，
我可以跟别人讲话。

考试要到了，
在准备当中，
我不写了，
因为。。。
我不知道要写什么了。

Everythings had change...

Having bad moods nowadays,
felt like doesn't wan to talk with my friends,
all things in my mind,
who can I tell??
U??
I can't believe u.
Okay,
I tell u now wat is happening.

Yesterday,
all the affternoon session's prefects need went to schoolat 9am,
for the persembahan,
teacher called us(me, Kah wai, Wan yee, Xin thung n Sheryl) taugh them,
but some of them already knew but some still memorised,
what can we do,
called then sing until they knew?
Imposible!!
some of them were dipaksa,
so...
if we paksa them,
they also will not performance well,
so...
4 of them taugh them,
but I'm the only one who stand n play the piano,
actually I'm thinking somethings,
but did they understand?
1 of them told the other that I tak puas hati,
just do all the faces,
I suddenly felt like want cried,
R they my friends??
suddenly that my mind had stop,
how can they like tat,
then,
don't talk to them.

Suddenly they felt like angry because of the mistake had made by some prefects,
they just scolding them,
n 1 of them just denda them,
called them sing solo,
WTH!!
I was standing at the other side,
they gave them 5 minutes break,
some of the prefects went to toilet n they cried,
then some of them knew tat they were cried,
just cried together,
I quickly went there n called them don't cried,
they told us there were very stress,
i called them to relax but they cried more.
'I don't wan tell centre"

I follow some prefects to recess n 4 of them like totally tak puas hati already,
actually I didn't to anythings wrong,
but they like hate me,
so...
I think our frinedship had break by this event,
if don't have tis event,
I think our friendship will still on the road.

Stop here
Continue next time

Saturday

Just went back from Times Square,
I went there just for buying the t-shirt for performance,
found tat kind for t-shirt evrywhere,
very difficult to found,
i went to FOS n search,
but cant find those t-shirt,
then walk at third floor,
I found n is was damm expensive,
1 t-shirt RM29.90 n it was no brand,
so expensive but daddy saidnever mine,
don't waste time for finding those clothes,
then I called to Wan Yee,
sambil walk sambil talk,
then saw 1 shop sold all t-shirt got words n some underwears,
all was white n black in color,
it was nice n not so expensive,
so called Wan Yee n Sheryl again,
then they said can buy,
so i bought it,
actually total were Rm100,
but the people kira me Rm95,
so they only need paid me Rm19.

Let's see the t-shirt picture,
I took it.

The last day of Chinese New Year

Today was the last day of Chinese New Year,
happy or sad??
for me was sad,
why??
the last year last day Chinese New Year,
was the day I wont forgot,
I don't wan tell here,
when I write I will cry,
so...
I don't wan cry,
I must be strong :)

Today in school,
I lose my bottle,
ISH!!!!
how can I lose it,
i kept thinking where I put,
n I also thought  I leave in home,
but when I came back home,
I only know tat my bottle totally lose,
I just can said nothing n thinking how to tell daddy,
after I told him,
he never scold me but he said never mines,
WAH!!!
is tat my daddy???
unbelieveable.

Today also nothing to wrote,
n now I keep finding a good tuition teacher,
I don't wan tuition at the place tat i tuition now,
because they didn't teach us Mathematics,
now,
my mathematics was getting worse,
so,
I wan to change tuition,
I hope daddy will 请home tuition teacher,
because I can more understand tat teacher teaching wat n I also will ask the teacher if I not understand,
but,
I don't think tat daddy will not 请home tuition teacher,
because it was expensive,
but I hope daddy will understand.

Stop here,
countinue next time :)

忍耐是有限度的，不要逼我做我不想做的东西。。。

Went to Sungai Wang yesterday,

n I took a hair cut,

now I having a short hair.

Early morning went for tuition,

Geografi class,

then after went to school,

evryone was surpirsing tat I having a short hair,

n I kept laughing,

for what???

i don't no.

The class tat I "jaga" now was 1 Melati,

n I know inside the class got 1 student used the pen knife to "cekar tangan"

I was shocked n I told 2 teachers but the teacher never took action,

is was scaring, 

if suddenly she use the pen knife cekar people tangan how??

so Shalini called me told teacher,

I do wrong or correct??

Nothing wrote for today,

Stop here :)

Thursday

Early morning woke up n played computer,
then went for tuition,
ISH!!!
Sejarah again n only me the girl in the class,
Wei Ling didn't came,
teacher taugh the new chapter,
I just understood a bit,
better then nothing.

I arrived at school almost 11.20am,
found Wan Yee, Kah Wai n Sheryl,
but they haven came yet,
when I saw the clock,
it already 11.35am,
we got practise at 11.30am for Pn Pushpa retired day,
but I cant found them n i worried about it,
when I came out from the library,
saw Sheryl with many piano books,
then both of us went to the hall,
while waiting for Wan Yee, Kah wai n teacher,
Sheryl played piano,
so nice,
after almost 10 minutes ,
all of them finally came,
practise for almost 1 hour n I haven ate my breakfast,
WAH!!!
damm hungry,
then Science time ,
smell coffee n some foods,
my stomach like got 3 to 5 frogs,
teacher told us tat we need to do experiment tomorrow,
YEAH!!!
last year teacher just gave us do at least 3 times of experiment,
so...
I'm ready for tomorrow.

The last period was Geografi,
OMG!!!
I haven finish Geografi homework,
but teacher no called us passed it,
then,
teacher wrote somethings on the board,
guess what is it??
it was "sebab Khawin",
n another wan is "proses mendatangkan anak",
whole class were excited,
espwcially Prremitha n Shaleen,
both of them looked like Professer,
of couse,
I also got smiled n until my stomach pained,
first time Geografi class so nice,
hope everytime class can like tat.

Stop here,
continue next time :)

Wednesday~~~

It was Wednesday again,

the day I hate the most,

because got cocurikulum,

but today was special and it was no cocurikulum,

believe everyone was happy,

the reason why today didn't have cocurikulum was...

today school celebrated Chinese New Year ( Majlis Rumah Terbuka).

I went to school almost 9.30++,

waiting Wan Yee n Kah Wai came,

actually I need to go for tuition,

but I damm lazy,

actually I scared tat Zhi Yin will went for tuition,

at last she didn't went also...(YEAH!!!)

Gathered at the pondok while waiting for Sze Ching, Jing Yi n Sheryl,

talked there with Jeannie n many more,

then morning session teacher "halau" us to field,

last year more nice then tis year,

pity Form 1 no place sat,

they need sat on the field,

tis year got many performance,

orchestra,tarian n many more...

some were quite bored,

but some were nice.

Finish watched the performance,

went for makan,

OMG!!!

satay for our makan,

but I didn't ate,

when I went for the "khemeh" for food,

it was already finish,

so...

I didn't ate but I drank sirup,

not nice,

the taste was sour n maybe they added lime,

I drank many because I was very thristy...

After ate,

the time our school PIBG members gave us angpau,

WAH!!!

the first time I thinked tat maybe the angpau got RM1 or 2,

but after me n Sheryl took,

we opened n saw inside got Rm5,

WAH!!!

supprising,

because the whole school chinese students must gave Rm5 for tis event,

n we gave back our Rm5,

it was GREAT,

but the malay n india students also got angpau,

so good,

We got 2 free mandarian oranges,

for helping teacher,

but seriouly me, Sze Ching, Kah Wai, Jing Yi, Wan Yee n Sheryl were playing,

we got help teacher then started played,

six of us carried 2 chairs,

other people asked us,

did the chair very heavy?

we all said YES.

Stop here :)

Goondnight!!!

The First Day Of Chinese New Year

Woke up early morning,

went to Menara MCA with my family,

for what...

we went there for my sister dancing,

WTH...

the first day of Chinese New Year want people dance,

but it was good,

they will gave them angpau,

my sister recieved Rm150,

so good...

After dancing,

we went to Bukit Tinggi for visited daddy's brother,

another things is...

we can collected angpau and ate vegetarian togehter,

then,

we went back home already because we were going to Gopeng by KTM,

the first time,

damm excited and happy

Stop here :)

Hope everyone have a Happy Chinese New Year!!!

30.01.2011

今天早上，

很早就起来了，

冲凉等等。。。

然后，

等表嫂在我去买新衣服，WEE~~

差不多10点，

他们到了，

我就去TIMES SQUARE，

到了TIMES SQUARE，

就一直找衣服，

先去FOS，

然后在去一间店，（不知道什么名字）

我买了3件新衣，

本来我看到一件DOMO的T-SHIRT，

RM13一件，

超便宜，

但我没有买，

因为全都是FREE SIZE，

如果我穿，

别人以为我偷人家的衣服，

所以我决定不要买，

然后，

表嫂带我去买DOUGHNUTS,

便回家了。

要到新年了，

今年的新年我觉得最特别，

因为少了一的人跟我一起庆祝，

但是没关系，

我知道你会很开心当你看到我开心，

2011年第一封我收到的红包不是家人给的，

是我课室的印裔朋友给的，

感到非常开心。

大年初一，

我的妹妹将会在马华大厦表演，

我将录起来，

到时候，

我应该会放在FACEBOOK或BLOG，

请留意！！

心情没改变

今天的心情，

跟昨天一样没便到，

一样的伤心，

没人知道，

除了我，

我不是不想让别人知道，

而是不想让别人添加麻烦，

肯能对我来说是件好事，

对关心我的朋友来说是很担心，

所以让我说声对不起，

其实我也不是到为什么，

最近一直哭，

我真得无法解答，

我不是爱哭，

而是我总认为，

我被别人抛弃，

不知道为什么，

自从你的离开，

我总认为我跟别人不一样了，

但是，

我知道对你来说，

你的离开，

不是你要放弃，

而是你要去寻找根好的世界，

每当你说要看到我带四方帽，

才是你最开心的时候，

但是，

当我刚上中学，

你就离开了我，

真得很想你，

真得很后悔，

很后悔跟你顶嘴，

很后悔跟你“绝交”，（我和他沟通方式）

也很后悔没跟你拍到讲多的照片，

虽然是很少，

但是里面蕴含着感情和幸福，

使我很怀念，

至于昨天那片，

说关于我想转校的，

使我个人的意见，

我想转去星加坡的学校，

不知道为什么，

所以我要努力读书，

拿到奖学金，

去星加坡读书，

希望有机会。

心情低落

今天，

一连串发生了很多事情，

都不知道是天意还是。。。

首先，

KH节，

老师要分组，

本来有16个人进Pn Asyikin的组，

然后，

不知这样，

老师要1 Malayisa，

所以，（中断不讲）

把我分去En Wajid的组，

我就很大声地跟老师讲，

Cikgu,saya tak nak!!!

然后我竟然哭了出来，

不知道是不是对那间时开始，

我从此都有阴影，

我不想讲那件事，

因为我不想让其他人知道，

除了我之外，

没人会知道，

我也不想有人知道，

接着，

PJ节，

老实说第一个星期，

所以个我们玩一些游戏，

第一个游戏是，

一个人跑一个人追，

Prremitha跑Sze Ching追，

我都不知道Prremitha如何跑，

打到我的头，

我的头发“飞”了出来，

突然哭了出来，

因为她实在太大力了，

天啊，

一天两次我受不了，

最后两节，

form2全部去礼堂，

原来是由spotcheck,

算了吧，

Jing Yi的cd被没收了，

其实，

那个cd的确不是Jing Yi的，

但是，

也被没收了，

那就算了吧，

我真得忘了，

不是我check他的书包，

是我课室的马来人，

我竟然承认我check他的书包，

阿拉玛，

不肯能现在我告诉他们不是我check他的书包，

他们100%不会相信，

算了，

我要面对事实，

但还有一样事情，

是我突然想做的，

那就是转校，

不要问我问什么，

肯能我真得不能面对那个老师吧！！！

First week of school

一个星期以过，

开心，

可以见到朋友，

跟没想到的事，

我竟然见到CARMEN，{小学朋友}

他读PUDU，

没想到，

因为她告诉我肯能会进循中，

但是。。。

太开心了因为一年没看到他，

没什么好些，

我们GURU TINGKATAN是我没想到的，

她是PN MASRI,

天啊!!!

没关系

今年因为MEIJI转校了，

所以跟SHERYL座。

第二天，

老师叫我们管会去年的班，

所以我管MELATI，

超多马来人的，

将他们又不停，

算了吧，

被骂的是他们，

不是我，

但是我那班有双胞胎，

一个戴眼镜，

一个没有，

也很静下的，

好过马来人，

哈哈！！！

第三天，

没东西好些。

第四天，

在学校门到爆。

第五天，

跟SHERYL,WAN YEE和KAH WAI在课室傻笑，

没人明白我们在笑什么，

但是，

最重要我们明白。。。

今天，

很多人再FACEBOOK留下COMMENT，

不想开学。。。

其实我也不是很想开学的，

但是，

我要开学都御要去补习，

不喜欢那个补习中心，

天天补习，

我都不明白老师在讲什么鬼，

老师就教另外一科，

虽然跟爸爸讲，

都没有用的，

他。。。

都没有理过我的感受，

什么都将我的错，

妹妹没有错，

每次多是我的错，

很生气的，

每次没没有爸爸帮，

然后赢了，

就在串我，

讨厌妹妹，

但是，

有时惹人欢喜那样子最可爱。。。